i love you.

Nobody reads this so I'm actually gonna write what I think for a change.

I don't want to lose you. You're my best friend, I know they're so much better than me I just wish you'd bloody well admit it, instead of rubbing it in.

I cut for the first time in 10 months yesterday, and I'm a little scared about what the hell is going on in my head atm.

Everything is so bloody disorganised and I can't think about ANYTHING properly at the moment.

I'm really fucking frightened of how the hell I'm supposed to cope with all of this.

I don't know what you want from me.

LJHF;AJGHAPEGHSEPEJHG.